So I'm in the 24/7 computer library lab. It's nice to be around other students. I guess I needed to be around others who are also facing the same mountains to climb to make me focus more.
I'm feeling less stressed after dinner with Sam's family, and after getting my hands on some strong sleeping pills just before the chemist shut. I used the prescription from doctor Jamal. I owe the Pharmacist the other half of the prescription though.
Oh gosh, I'm so sick of this all. I don't know what the future will be like, but I know I got to start praying. I'm bordering the grey areas, and for once it would just be nice if things were as easy as black and white.
Chin up girl! Stand your ground and fight the good fight!
On another note: I want to have a good sound sleep tonight and wake up refreshed and ready to go full steam with my study plan.
I was so angry when my baby nephew in law woke me up again after I only fell asleep for two hours. This house is driving me mad, with the family visiting and all the inconsiderate racket they're making. I haven't slept or been able to study and I am so crazy stress that I've started abusing anyone I can think of resenting. I can't focus on my exam prep, do any study or even sleep. This is so frustrating.
